*sigh* Oh, sweet cognitive dissonance. I am the mother who lives in a permanent depression while understanding that this effects the mental health of my child. I am the tutor who understands the importance of lecture while neglecting to attend my own. I am the woman with an unhealthy disdain for my body while insisting that women refuse to meet beauty standards. It's been such a long life so far, and I'm learning to be content with my discontent. Stick it out with me, won't you?